Happy Halloween!!! It is finally here! I am SO excited! Now the sucky part is, I didn't sleep well last night. I have no idea why not. I am excited for Halloween but not THAT excited. Went to "sleep" at almost midnight, and each time I would start to doze off, my mind would startle me awake. What I mean by that is I used to have issues sleeping, I would start to feel like I was suffocating, and my mind would race and tell me to get up, get moving. I would pace and pace the house or outside or sit out in the Livingroom watching tv with Bryan. Poor guy. But after getting on Celexa and then Zoloft, especially the Zoloft, I stopped feeling that way. With the Zoloft, when I kind of start to feel that way, another part of the brain (I refer to as the Zoloft part) tells me everything is fine, relax, don't be dumb, go to sleep and it works. But last night, I would start to doze off and then my brain would startle me awake. Over every little noise, sound, EVERYTHING. I don't normally sleep that poorly unless I have Oliva with me, although she is getting better. I felt like I finally fell asleep around 4 am and then when I woke up at like 8 am, I texted Bryan and told him I was going to try and go back to sleep. I did off and on, till almost 11 and then wanted to get up.
We are going to be "hosting" a little get-together in our garage. Gonna hand out goodies for the kiddos, and Christine and the baby are coming down with CHEESE DIP!!! Yes, you know I requested that again! LOL. We invited our Cuban neighbors but haven't heard back yet. I am sure we will either later or they will just pop by. Bryan is grilling ribs, making his famous cowboy beans, I'm not sure about the other sides yet. If the Cubans come, I am sure they will bring things as well which is always a 50/50. Sometimes, especially their proteins, are tasty but other things, not so much. They get confused on the holidays so that is why I say they will probably show up. And they finally invested in some Vodka instead of all of their dark liquors so YAY! We are not dressing up since we did last weekend, and we are just gonna chill in the garage. I am excited and a little nervous because we don't normally have people over, especially littles and I worry about all of our animals and crap on the floor. Not literally, but you never know.
XOXO ~ Nicole
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